fan fiction yo
I can tell when I look at you,you know nothing about me,
and its sad to see, so much time spent together for nothing.
You tell me it meant nothing, but for me it was something.
But I understand where you come from, i’m not running,
its the truth, and that’s how life goes,
no matter what happens, gotta stick with the flow
because I know, how things go, when your stuck
its almost impossible to get up, so just let go.
Also, just know, you’ll always have a friend in me, yo.
11:43 pm • 18 June 2013
Things are about to change once again,
afraid to make a move, gotta pretend
that I’m sleeping, no noise, floors creaking.
Goddammit, can we move houses, these floors keep seeping.
Keeping metal notes on where to step,
its like hop scotch without your friends,
I’ll spend the whole night on the world wide web,
But I won’t forget to type quietly, and pretend.
4:08 am • 17 June 2013
I like to keep my writings honest,
I wanna speak freely and never hold back, stay constant
So I’m making promises to my conscience, stay away from darkness
Keep your eye on the prize and you’ll make it as promised.
5:09 am • 16 June 2013
Riding on the rides, at times I wish you were there,
but then again what if it really were you there?
Would it have been as fun, I bet you don’t even care.
but guess what baby, i’m getting my own share.
I’m getting my own loving, from my own damn self
because I’m tired of relying on someone else.
Someone to hold me, someone to help.
But now I take care of my own needs, wealth and health.
Even if I don’t have a dollar to my name,
I’m just in the beginning stage
you’ll see, I’m a fighter and I’m about to rage
because I’m tired of being restricted, I’m breaking out of this cage.
Next thing you know, I’ll be on the news, front page.
11:35 pm • 15 June 2013
I can see everything in a clear view,
its uplifting and I feel brand new
almost like a new born baby in his tiny shoes,
not knowing what to do, these feelings are so beau-
tiful, my dads just waking up now, 5am
getting to work to only return in the pm
I can say I learned quite a few things from him
like just because you don’t talk, doesn’t mean were not friends.
and I’m not one to pretend, those years are over
I’ve grown older and I wanna show others the world, no rover
show them what I’ve seen, because I am the beholder
of everything I believe in, can’t break me, I’m like a boulder.
5:16 am • 14 June 2013
Not being able to sleep, like I just woke up
but i’m feeling tired as fuck, I don’t know whats up.
I’m constantly feeling frustrated, out of luck,
like I’m missing something important, oh shucks.
Maybe i’m lonely, maybe I just need something to love,
but its hard when you’re alone, and you’re starting off rough
like I got my hands in a cuff, unable to break free from this bluff,
life can be hell but its just what you perceive, that makes it tough
and life is what you make of it, so i’m starting fresh,
with a brand new outlook, and smoking up a sesh.
I no longer need anyone to tell me whats next,
I ride down my own road, but I’ll still give out my respects
4:11 am • 13 June 2013
I don’t even feel like writing tonight,
so many thoughts, so many fights.
Contemplating whats wrong and right,
but I know what it is so I just might…
I wish I could tell you to slow down,
I’ve seen this before, I know you see my frown.
Don’t get it twisted, I want you to be happy
But I see you stressing, I don’t want you to feel crappy.
My advice to you is, don’t worry about your status,
just worry about the ones you love, it will happen.
Things will come together if you let it,
don’t think about it just do it, don’t regret it.
That’s how i’m living now, I held on for dear life
now I’m letting go, I feel the stress uplift from my sight.
But in the end, what comes around goes around.
So enjoy the ups and learn from when you’re down.
3:10 am • 12 June 2013
I don’t wish pain on nobody,
but life without pain is fire without a flame.
Its a nigga without fame, realness without shame.
You’ll be riding up just to say you came,
but you hate everyone standing there,
this lifes a fucking game.
People hide behind masks,
to hide their own face,
embarrassed by their own race,
their own taste, even their own faith.
Don’t be afraid, its yours if you hold it.
You can have anything in this world, if you support it.
Love, respect and peace there’s nothing else we really need.
Except food in our bellys, our families must eat.
We strive to make a difference but most of us are weak,
broken down by the system from the age of one week.
5:13 am • 11 June 2013
me & you
Maybe its time to let go…
Tired of coming up last, its repetitive if you look back,
it’s all in my past, but I think quick, I think fast.
Moving on tomorrow, it’s what i’m seeking,
following my inner feeling, its creeping.
Making a sequence, of unfortunate events
but in the end its all the same.
No pain, no gain. That’s the way our life is played,
me and you were the same
and for ever in my heart you will remain.
So remember that before you forget my name.
Me and you baby, we are the same.
6:34 am • 10 June 2013
The kid is here, dropping all fear, its all clear.
Striving to be the best, life is like a fucking quest,
I’m not like the rest, this ain’t a contest
but I’m going-to make sure you learn something before this ends,
because speaking is educational, and hip hop is fine wine.
Put them together and it’s sure to be an awesome time.
It’s not coincidental, that music evolved, hip hop remains,
a beast without fame, getting ready for game.
But she’s not in it for the fame, gain or wealth.
She’s in it for the peace love respect and health. Well,
it’s written behind her eyelids, and on her shining sword,
so she can forever remember her skill that she once ignored.
Oh lord, now every ones on the floor. It’s what I adore,
the shock on every ones face once they read the score.
it’s not what they expected, it’s something much more.
it’s the truth behind the lies, it’s the opening of the door.
4:49 am • 9 June 2013